Oh, thank heaven Syau was found so soon! And how wonderful there were so many people so quickly all eager to help and support you.
I am so very sorry to read of your loss, Dennett. It's such a shatteringly huge loss, but it's bound to be, having been such an enormous joy in your life. Please try to go easy on yourself as much as possible and try not to think too deeply about anything or go over anything too much - you're quite likely in shock.
I wish you were just around the corner. I would bring PupperJack to see you. We would give you many hugs. We're sending you much love.